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TITLE : The One He Loved
PAIRING : DooSeob from JunHyungs point of view
GENRE : angst
RATING : PG-13
LENGTH: One-Shot & short xD
SUMMARY : The anger that arose within JunHyun every time their eyes met, every time their bodies touched, every time he knew they were whispering sweet nothings into each other ears, was unbelievable.


JunHyung saw the way YoSeobs eyes brightened when DooJoon put his arm around him, the way he would always be by their leaders side when he was feeling down, and the way both their hands would always find each other, entwine, and hold on for dear life.

He hated it. And as much as he wanted to look away from the sight he despised the most, he couldn't. If only he could whisk YoSeob away and keep him all to himself; he would never let any one else ever touch him.

Junhyung always wondered what YoSeobs hands felt like. Were they soft? Were they warm? Would he squeeze back if JunHyung squeezed first? If JunHyun pressed his aching lips against YoSeobs, would YoSeob kiss back warmly just like JunHyung knew he did with DooJoon? Would YoSeob then let JunHyung run his fingers through his blonde hair, and slowly let himself be taken over by him?

He dreamt every night that he could be the one to fall asleep with YoSeob on the couch after watching a long boring movie, or be the one to help YoSeob style his hair before each performance, and even be the one to make YoSeob smile as brightly as he does.

But it wasn't JunHyuns place. And as much as he dreamed, he knew it never would be.

The anger that arose within JunHyun every time their eyes met, every time their bodies touched, every time he knew they were whispering sweet nothings into each other ears, was unbelievable. JunHyung was scared he might snap at any minute and do something completely inexcusable.

The only thing JunHyung could do was stand back and not let his emotions get the best of him. No matter how much he loved YoSeob, he knew the only one who could make him truly happy was DooJoon. Happiness was the only thing JunHyun wished upon YoSeob, and happiness is what he was receiving.

"JunHyun?" YoSeobs cheery voice rang through his ears and he snapped out of his aweful daze, "Would you like to watch a movie with DooJoon and I?"

Their nightly routine (among other things)

JunHyun forced a smile, "No thanks, YoSeob. I think I'll just go to my room."

"Aww, again?" YoSeob pouted as JunHyung nodded.

Junhyung watched as DooJoon hugged YoSeob from behind. The blonde boy who he loved more than anything smiled up at the one he loved more than anything, and JunHyung could see the expression of love shine in their eyes; the expression of love he would never receive from YoSeob, all because YoSeob belonged to DooJoon, not him.
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